Anis lor

2010-10-31T17:26:00.000-07:00

FUCK EVERYBODY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2010-09-27T08:40:00.000-07:00

i let you pick your nose and wipe it on me.

Love shouldn’t be something you can define, or even explain. Love could be so much more, or less than you think of.
Love isn’t just about a ‘special someone’. Love isn’t just a ‘crush’. Love is more than just a four letter word. Love is more than just ‘you and me’. Love is a feeling. Love is a…

2010-09-06T07:18:00.000-07:00

"Every second spent with you is a second i wouldn't want to trade for anything in this world. "

Sorry guys ive been so busy with school and plus im lazy to update.
There’s always something that struck to my mind every single fucking time I’m on my bed. Cause I hate nights now. You know why. Oh ya, and all of a sudden i want cornrows on my head. so cool la. :) Im still thinking if i should cut my hair? Very sayang leh. idk see how it goes. Maybe just trim a lil bit. now gulping down a cup of cold apple juice. oh yeah its freaking cold today love it. f.y.i i was bored again so i took this 5 mins ago . and life has been good . & Maybe going to geylang this Wed with mum and neh to buy our baju kurung. I love my Syg alotssssss! Waiting for him to reach home. :)

2010-08-29T04:50:00.000-07:00

Love came over and helped me with my Formula 1 e-learning. Thought of meeting Bestie but she had to do her eyebrows and yah will be meeting her next week or something. So i'll be busy again, i am so not ready for school tml. Update again if i have the mooooooood. Chow!

Sunday Night

2010-08-28T23:34:00.000-07:00

Prawning

2010-07-25T07:20:00.000-07:00

I hate tml. ): Back to school.

I Love this quote from Dear John.
"I finally understood what true love meant...love meant that you care for another person's happiness more than your own, no matter how painful the choices you face might be."

Ive been so busy with school work lately. F school.
So yeah, that's basically the reason why i haven't blogged for a couple of days.
And because of the fever, i don't think i'd be blogging that much either.
Exhausted & Sick.
Toodles.

2010-07-24T09:53:00.001-07:00

I Didnt went out , rot at home . -.-! gaaaahhhhh!

For some reason, I don't think I like myself now.
Contradicting because I am in a better position than I am last year but you know when you changed so much that you've become the person you used to loathe?
Yes, my self esteem and confidence has evidently improved but I am not a good person.
I have lost control of myself more than I can remember & I'm giving myself a bad name for behaving this way.
I'm sorry if the attention gets the better out of me, sometimes I don't know how to hold back my feelings and you know how teenage raging hormones can be.
I say things I don't mean it and I regret them, seriously.
People will always have the impression of you by how you make them feel.
It will stay attach to their mind forever, or until you do something really nice to them.
I have hurt nice people and I apologise profusely for that.
I think compliments are making me feel ignorant towards other people's feelings and I swear I will learn my lesson this time.
For that, I am now serving my karma. Yes I do fucking believe in karma.
& this hurts like hell, I just don't want to wear it on my sleeve because I deserve to suffer in silence.
I'm unhappy that became the person I don't really like.
You know how you say the things you don't wanna do yet you still do it subconsciously?
People change and you don't realised it until it's really starting to hurt, either you or the other party.
I want to stop being judgemental and start to feel compassion towards others.
Not everyone deserve a bitchy lesson from me but seriously, I think people need it.

2010-07-23T07:37:00.000-07:00

Love the song. Thanks to ryna.

2010-07-23T07:36:00.000-07:00

Taking a step or two back, and then moving forward.
Taking the steps back, slapped me into reality.

2010-07-13T07:09:00.000-07:00

I'm Back!
Hi. If there's anyone out there who still reads this 'dusty' blog, I would want to apologise for not updating this blog of mine! I would love to pen down a proper blog entry now but I can't. I've so many things on my mind to blog about I just don't have the time. Y'know, so much to do, so lil time. Cos I need my sleep right now. Need the energy for school tml but on a brighter note, love is booking out tml. Yay! Project and assignments to do. I'll update if i have the time.

2010-06-29T06:49:00.000-07:00

a quick post.
so anyway, the week has been good. there was alot of fucked up moments but you know me, i'll always get through it. My head aches are getting worse. I had a hard time sleeping last night because my head was hurting. I can't wait to meet my girls tml.

Must watch. Charlie St Cloud!!!!

2010-06-27T06:29:00.000-07:00

My right eye is twitching since I don't know when and I swear it is damn irritating. I want June to end faster. I am sick and tired of sitting at home. Well i know i would regret saying this. But seriously, I just need to do something, go out maybe, every single day. Bullshit la. I don't know what to do. Besides doing house chores, what should i do to make myself happy. Everyone is asking me to work, but am just not up for it. We'll just wait(hopefully am still alive) for my future posts when i've started school. See how much regrets I have in terms of having to drag myself to school, having sleepless nights and going all bonkers due to projects.

2010-06-27T04:55:00.000-07:00

Love them~

2010-06-25T00:47:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TOO CTIE & SHIDAH BBY!

On your birthday I wish you much pleasure and joy;
I hope all of your wishes come true.
May each hour and minute be filled with delight,
And your birthday be perfect for you!

2010-06-22T04:34:00.000-07:00

Today seems like a very nice day. I want to go out as much as i want to but i am lazy as hell. Hmm what to do?

2010-06-21T08:52:00.000-07:00

(Sunday)
Happy Fathers Day.
Daddy, ILOVEYOU.

Last week watched "the karate kid" with love. It was definately one of the best movies i have seen. It is so worth seeing, with moral and respect, it was just an overall a highly recommended movie. And for this week watched "Toy Story 3" With him again. No more movies next week. Shall save money.
For fathers day, everyone of my family members stayed at home and thanks to my lovely mummy she cooked Lontong specially for us. She even ask me to ask Neh to come over. Night, Had our supper at Mcdonalds. I'm getting fatter, so shut up. I just cant help it, i love food you know. & Kak Siti tag along. so theres 6 of us and we played JENGGA! Reached home at 2. Thats all peeeeeeeople! Hope you guys enjoy your lovely Sunday! And for today, Love already book-in at 9. See you on Saturday no Sunday, Minus the NDP rehearsal. Bleah. Chow!

2010-06-16T04:22:00.000-07:00

Hey all. I do not know why am I blogging either cause I feel like it. Okay i've nthing better to do now so yeah. I know my absence pretty long right. It's suppose to be the June holidays! At the same time, I needa get cash. And, I think that feeling is on me again.I do not know if it's a good thing or a bad thing. I feel as if it's been some time since I have one or the feel of having one. Haha, and I am smiling to myself while typing this. Fool.

Alright bye. :)

Wednesday

2010-06-16T00:52:00.000-07:00

I woke up extra fresh today because I think I had a good sleep the night before. Oh ya, Hear me out. I'm gaining weight. And it's sad. Because I'm growing fatter. My cheeks are double the size. Don't start on my thighs. ): Meeting my girls tml. Shall update if im not lazy. Hahah!

2010-06-06T01:32:00.000-07:00

Mum and dad are off to Langkawi So ill be staying at Bukit Gombak with Kak Su.
Sorry for not updating anything here. I spend all my time with the boy i love. Maybe just maybe ill be home next week. Gathering on the 8th. Excited la please. Chiow!

2010-05-29T21:49:00.000-07:00

Today went to ECP with this lovely boyy. I want to spend more time with you. We decided to go somewhere nice and take some pictures. First we headed to West mall, had our breakfast first and then to East Coast Park. Love the night breeze. Since im quite bored, i'll bring you through all of the pictures below (:
Okay la my 15 minutes is up~ Back to study mode. Chow!

FLY KITEEEE! (Y)

2010-05-26T07:26:00.000-07:00

If it's worth having, it's worth fighting for

Anything that's worth having

Is sure enough worth fighting for

Quit is out of the question

We make a stop, we gotta fight some more

I'll update a proper post soon. I'm revising my notes 2 more papers to go. Love you all!

2010-05-21T11:32:00.000-07:00

tgif.

2 down and 2 more to go.
I feel like deleting my tumblr but nah.
If im bored i can just reblog-reblog-reblog. Move to blog back. So helllooooooo to you ppl! Oh ya, Ive been studying alot this days. Exams is like next week. & June holidays please come fast. Alot of planning and catching up to do. I'll be away on the 12 June. Hah! So excited about holidays. Okay so after school me and my girls went to marina barrage and picnic over there. Alot of pictures, i'll upload it soon after i finish typing k. Everything went smoothly. I love it! After that headed to City hall coz we have no other plan. At 7+ parted with hugs and we went our seperate ways.

2010-04-07T21:43:00.001-07:00

"Ignoring someone you dislike is much professional & mateur rather than behaving like an imbecile hypocrite."

Bestfriend!

2010-04-01T08:52:00.000-07:00

HAPPY 17TH BITHDAY SWEETIE!!!

Your birthday's a time for careful reflection
About your life, and its future direction.
You see where you've been when you look at the past;
Most of it's great; you had quite a blast!

You wonder what's coming, what life has in store;
Will it be just the same? Will there be a new door?
Remember this, as you blow out the last candle.
Life holds no challenge that you cannot handle.

ILOVEYOU SYG. :D XOXO!

2010-03-31T08:16:00.000-07:00

I'll be away for awhile. March is ending in a few hours time. What a month full of problems! Hopefully, April will treat me well. Gonna clear all this mess up first. FML. I shall go with the flow right now. & School gonna start like about 1 week plus. I cant wait to get myself busy again. Plus im gonna start sleeping early la. Hah! Im broke and mum will see me more at home this week. Unless she give me some money thn i'll be going out with the girls. Goodnight, Chow!

2010-03-29T10:12:00.000-07:00

After dance practice met my ladies at city hall. Just a short meet up.

We had fun taking pictures at shakinah's lappy.
Not complete without Deela & Humairah. ):
Love you girls! XOXO.

2010-03-26T07:17:00.000-07:00

Get over and done with. Seriously, i miss you girl. ):

it was not
and it has not
been easy, afterall.

2010-03-25T06:28:00.000-07:00

i wasn't born to be like this.
but i grew up together with the surroundings around me.
i chose not to listen.
i chose not to speak.
and i chose the right way of leading my way.

oh ya, i shall stay at home tmrw. Meeting the ladies this Saturday to support Kak Syu at Danceworks. Sya please amek off ar. Im begging you. ):
Chow!

2010-03-23T22:30:00.000-07:00

"Everyday may not be good, but there’s something good in everyday."

Yesterdy i met baby, ctie, azri, shakinah and eyya. Thanks for the wonderful day.
Lets meet up again. Sleptover at bestie home, we talk,gossip,cry,laugh,eat alot. Yesterday was like heart to heart conversation. She's a strong girl, iloveyou. Alright then shall update again when i got home. Chow!

I'm awesome, nothing you can do to bring me down now

2010-03-22T09:42:00.000-07:00

I couldn't figure out why. Why are people judgmental. Why life is so unfair. Things happen, and not everything happens according to what you expect it to be. Sometimes I feel like I'm living up to others' expectations. When I retaliate, I'll end up getting some sarcasm or I don't know, you figure it. But seriously, you don't know. You don't know my mind. It is so unfair. Life is so jinxed sometimes, this have to happen like on a roll? Seriously ? Back to back some more. Tsk. But im cool.

p.s: Sleepover at Humairah's soon. So EXCITED.

2010-03-18T09:30:00.000-07:00

I got my reasons why im being like that. I guess i should hear more gossips just now. Tsk. But too bad i was just too lazy to hear such nonsense.

2010-03-16T20:18:00.001-07:00

"Never let yourself forget that life is only as wonderful as you believe it can be. "

things have been going rather well for me, alhamdulillah. i'm really excited for lots and lots of things. No school for me today. I shall stay at home. This is the last week of school and the last paper will be on Friday. Yay, its time to celebrate yo. In my mind I already had the thought of wanting to catch a movie. soon maybe. Okay i miss Boyfriend ):

2010-03-16T20:08:00.000-07:00

This was last Saturday when i was so excited to go for Danceworks 2010 and we finally get to meet each and every one of the dancers. Too bad that Saf couldnt tag along because of Adam lambert. Its okay. Meet you on 20th then.
Congrats too Unity for winning 2nd. I just cant wait for the finals manxnxnxns!
After that we went our seperate ways at 5. My family and boyfriend dined in at Sakura over at Clementi Woods over for Dinner. Yes we had the standard buffet and we spent a good full 2 hours eating like ____. HAHA! Thanks mumsy! After that brothers, me, neh, kak siti and kak suhaina went for Karaoke session at Orchard. Home at 2am. Im waiting for the pictures from Kak siti. chow! Enjoy the pictures.

2010-03-11T00:14:00.001-08:00

i want to go home leh. Sibei sian.
Now im in the Computer Lab doing my OSA. I already finished doing and waiting to be release early. HAHA! Evil. Between me and the girls are clear now. Finally! Im a happy kid.
Alright shall off now. Chow meow! Shall continue later when i reach home.

2010-03-09T03:54:00.000-08:00

HAPPY 1 YEAR ANNIVERSARY TO US B! (Y)
You're the best thing in my life. This past year we've been together is something i wouldnt trade for anything anyone could offer. Everyday im with you is the happiest moments of my life. Thank you for being there for me and i hope we have many more years like this to come. I LOVE YOU FROM THE BOTTOM OF MY HEART.
XOXO.

2010-03-07T03:44:00.001-08:00

2010-03-07T03:21:00.000-08:00

"You've got to take the good with the bad, smile with the sad, love what you've got, and remember what you had. Always forgive, but never forget. Learn from mistakes, but never regret."

It's already March.
Fast isn't it?
Its 7.30pm but I've yet to take my shower :p But don't worry because I will soon once I'm done posting this. This week will be a busy week for me. Im not going to update my blog or online.
Oh yar, this coming saturday is Danceworks. im so excited about it. Going with the usuals. Yeay! Go Unity GO! haha! Im craving for Ben&Jerry's ice cream. omg.
Alright, I need to shower now and after that study my notes. Chow meow!

2010-03-01T07:09:00.001-08:00

2010-03-01T04:28:00.000-08:00

2010-03-01T04:22:00.001-08:00

It is fun being a strong person. You feel invincible like you can face anything that comes your way but you know what sucks being one? It is when people know that you are strong and they think that its okay to hurt you.

2010-03-01T04:16:00.001-08:00

Baby sent me to school today. Greeted with a big hug.
Hahah! So sweet right. Okay thats all. Off to school with the usual girls. Its already MARCH, omg that was fast. Another 2 more weeks is my CA already. I will not be updating till Saturday/Sunday. See how la okay readers. So i skipped my dance practice just to wait for baby to finish his activity. Went home, off to meet him to have our late lunch together. XOXO. I shall meet him on Saturday. Chow!

2010-02-27T09:06:00.000-08:00

"But we are the lovers, if you don’t believe me, then just look into my eyes, cause the heart never lies.

And some people fight, and some people fall. Others pretend, they don’t care anymore. If you wanna fight, I’ll stand right beside you. The day that you fall, I’ll be right behind you."

2010-02-25T08:19:00.000-08:00

HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY BABYGIRL!

Once a year i get the chance to wish you birthday cheer. It pleases me no end to say, I wish you another great year. So happy birthday to you, From the bottom of my heart. And may your good times multiply, till they're flying of the chart! I LOVE YOU SO MUCH BABE! MUAAAAHHHH! XOXO

2010-02-22T06:49:00.001-08:00

"I sometimes think that people’s hearts are like deep wells. Nobody knows what’s at the bottom. All you can do is imagine by what comes floating to the surface every once in a while."

2010-02-22T06:42:00.000-08:00

Today was normal but I’m more slightly lethargic since I had to travel back & forth everyday. Sibei sian lor. i miss playing barbie dolls and polly pockets, ohhh you bring so many childhood memories.
Had dance practice until 8pm. Got home and I had a nice hot bath. jFYI, Me no likey likey! Me getting fatty fatty already. -.-
Ar cb ar. Im on diet. Okay tell me since when im sooo scared about getting fat.
This all because of NEH ar. You watch out ar.
Lets go jogging anyone.
On the phone with baby now. CHOW!

2010-02-20T06:10:00.000-08:00

Anyeong! haha. Met the usuals today. We went bowling. Maybe going there again this saturday. yipee! Caught up on so many things, finally. I just miss my secondary friends. sigh. Okay, we had our lunch together at Burger King. Took pictures and at 10 we went home.
Today was awesome because it was spent with the bestest people in my life. <3 >

2010-02-20T05:54:00.000-08:00

Its already 12 midnight, so i would like to wish my dearest babygirl a very HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY!!
Hope you're doing fine now.
Even though we're busy with our own lives, we would still contact each other. iloveyou ar SOFIE! Enjoy your day to the fullest alright. Muahhhhhhhhhh! See you soon.

2010-02-17T05:12:00.000-08:00

13th FEBRUARY:
Baby fetched me from my place @ 2.00pm and trained to City Hall. Bought the tickets at marina square, Percy jackson & the lightning thief. We had our lunch first at KFC, his treat. The movie started at 4.30pm,so we decided to take some pictures first. JFYI, We don't celebrate V'day okay. Its just a random outing for us. After the movie we went to buy my cargo pants. Took Bus and home.

(irritating nak mampus kan. )

15TH FEBRUARY:
He fetched me from my place and we went to IMM to buy all the things we need for picnic. Just the both of us. We bought alot of food which cost us alot too. So it was a lovely day for me. I get to spend alot of my time with my dearest boyfriend. Laid down, and he pampered me with hugs and kisses all over. Had so much laughter. Took alot of pictures too. After that meet his family at Bukit Gombak to have our Dinner together. It was so nice of them to ask me along. Thank you b. On a lighter note, I will be meeting bestie this coming friday. i miss her, women.

16 February:
It was just a normal day. Because i dont have any plan you know. But bby came over to my place and bought me lunch. After that around 4, mum came home and asked him to tag along to Shing sheong.
Mum drove us there and bought alot of kitchen stuff. To let you know that my Holidays are well spent with my lovelies. I shall pack my stuff alr, No more holidays theres school tomorrow. cialat ar. Chiow!

2010-02-12T07:05:00.000-08:00

Waiting for Bby to finish eating. Im wasting time here showing some dance videos. HEE!

All time favourite!

2010-02-12T06:25:00.000-08:00

"Most of the time, we can’t tell what’s wrong with somebody by just looking at them. After all, they can look perfectly fine on the outside, while their insides tell us a whole different story."

I survived the whole week. It’s here, and I’m all excited. 4 days of holiday. Bestie is going to Batam, im jealous please. Have a safe trip and dont forget to buy me something alright. hehe. I'm gonna plan something to do during my holidays. er, Im thinking of letting it out everything here. Maybe soon. I dont have anybody now to share it with.
Because i know, Boyfriend doesn't like heart to heart conversation and we don't have the time to let it out. Who to share it with? Sometimes i just feel that im better alone. Sigh. Maybe the following week will be better for me. I hope so. Amin.

2010-02-11T05:32:00.001-08:00

"I want to be remembered as the girl who always smiles even when her heart is broken, and the one that could always brighten up your day even if she couldn't brighten her own."

2010-02-11T03:03:00.001-08:00

"The best love is the kind that awakens the soul; that makes us reach for more, that plants the fire in our hearts and brings peace to our minds. That's what I hope to give you forever."

11 MONTHS with you.

2010-02-09T05:45:00.000-08:00

Hello Boyfriend. I know i haven’t posted about you in a long time, but i just wanted to remind you that you mean the world to me. Not the expression, no. Literally, you mean the world to me. I know we’ve been fighting alot lately, i even almost slipped away, but i guess you caught me just in time. I love you! 1 more month to go bby. :D

2010-02-09T02:00:00.000-08:00

Happy 18th Birthday Humairah assura!
I'll always love you!
We had a mini celebration today with the whole class.
She was super touched by what we have done for her.
How sweet!
and yes boyfriend went to hutan, and im a sappy wappy girl now. Alone with nothing to do. I miss hugging u b. Come home soon. I cant wait for friday gonna meet bestfriend. Some catchup to do. Plus Boyfriend is booking out tooo. Im back to a HAPPY girl. CHEEERS! CHOW.

FML

2010-02-07T07:13:00.000-08:00

"People ask why life is sometimes so full of pain. Well, without pain, would we learn how to appreciate happiness? Would people learn from their mistakes? Would people learn how to pick themselves up after they fall? Sometimes pain is the best teacher and through the pain, we learn how to show kindness to others."

Just too bad I wasn’t good enough for you,
Just too bad it was only my love I could give.
Natural human reaction would be to feel really upset about it. As much as the disappointment is present, I’m sure there’s a reason as to why he had let me down. Then at the end of the day, forgive.
Just think about it will ya? Im not doing this just because of myself. I just want to save this relationship. When you said sorry please have the courage to change and realise what have you done wrong. Pleaseee dont make the same mistake over and over again. Im not blaming you because i know whats your reasons of being this way. sigh.
I bet tomorrow will be a better day for me. Amin.
Im such an emooooo today. wtf. He hang up on me, off the phone and whats next? I hate this. From now onwards do whatver you like im not gonna stop or nag. Im just hear to hold on and never give up on you. I shall go to sleep now. Theres school tomorrow at 8am and im not gonna be late. Goodnight yo!

Bestfriend

2010-02-06T08:47:00.000-08:00

A million thanks for the happy times spent together. Admittedly I know I could get really busy with school, but hey that doesnt mean Ive forgotten about you. Ill never, forget this friendship weve blossomed. Its true that I worry about you all the time dear girl, in hoping that life would treat you better. I LOVE YOU MORE THAN ANYTHING ELSE. lets meet up soon babygirl. Okayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy, Ive been wanting to make a cover. So maybe ill upload it here soon. jfyi, I dont like to upload it at youtube or anywhere that people can comment about your cover. It is safer here i guess. HEY im not a coward is just that i prefer to be low profile. Im not somebody who love to be famous youknow. Talking about cover i just miss singing with bestie. ): Off to bed now. Im EXHAUSTED! Chow!

2010-02-06T08:45:00.000-08:00

"Learn from your past, move on, grow stronger, people are fake and your trust lasts longer; do what you do, but always stay true, and never let anybody get the best of you."

Lovely day

2010-02-06T08:27:00.000-08:00

Hello there!
My day was well spent with my beloved boyfriend.
I was damn bored at home and waited for him like one orang gila.
Went out at 4 met him at Yew tee control station.
Had our dinner at ayam penyet ria. New stall i guess.
Ive not been to lucky plaza for ages.
Bought his bangles at cineleisure and i also bought something for myself. A SHOEEE. like finally. Be jealous okay. Its GLOBE. and its expensive, it cost me $139. Worth it. love it so much.
Im glad that he like the present i bought for him.
Mom bought for him too. I was surprised because his the first person my mum gave a present too.
First lucky guy huh. haha!
Lastly we went to Peninsula, this time he bought a shirt. Shopping ar you!
Home at 11pm. Im gonna take a quick shower now. Chow!

2010-02-05T05:52:00.000-08:00

HAPPY 20TH BIRTHDAY DEAREST BOYFRIEND! :D
I cant wait to celebrate it tomorrow with you.I know its belated, But who cares right b?
We gonna enjoy ourselves okay to the fullest. My sayang will love what i bought for him!
& This is a lil bit from me. You will get it everything tomorrow. No matter what happens between us, I just want to let you know that I’ll always have a piece of you in my heart. I’ll care about you and want the best for you. You deserve more than the world would ever be able to give you; but I hope that you get what you’ve wanted all of these years. No matter what happens between us; I will always love you. :D

Waiting for your call and im off to bed. Chow!

2010-02-05T05:49:00.001-08:00

"To forgive is the highest, most beautiful form of love. In return, you will receive untold peace and happiness."

T.G.I.F!

2010-02-05T05:36:00.000-08:00

Yo,
I've been busy this few weeks.
School project and also ive been coming home late.
This sucks alot.
I dont really have the time to update this mundane blog.
But, ive changed the background and music. What a relief.
It look better dont you think so. I also private blog.
& I felt so good.
Few minutes ago just received a call from baby.
He complained that his bored. haha!
So maybe ill update again later.
Im just typing shit here. And now its my turn to complain that im BORED tooooo.
Chiow!

The number 10!

2010-01-09T01:06:00.000-08:00

Happy 10 months Boyfriend!! (:

Met baby under my blk and headed to Queensway cause he wanted to buy new shirts. Then walked over to have our lunch at Secret Recipe. I soo love it manxnx! Thanks to baby.After that, we went to Ikea just opposite us and walked around. Took pictures and neh kept on asking me to get out of Ikea. hahaha! we took cab home and chill around my area. What a great day today! Thankyou NEHNEH! :D

2010-01-08T01:31:00.000-08:00

Today, after school we headed to Junction 8 to have our lunch at LJS.And Ctie tag along too. After that off to meet my secondary schoolmates at Yew tee.Then Unity Sec, i told you i wasted my time over there. But its okay Ctie told me to accmpany her to AVA room to see our dancers. I miss them alot and i miss dancing tooo. I met somebody than off home. Stop being a plastic please. You know how much i hate that. Such a sore loser.

Some pictures to share.

2010-01-01T04:27:00.000-08:00

We’ve been through so much together. And despite how confused I’ve been or lost I might have gotten, there was always you. Finding me and saving me. You deserve to be adored so that’s what I’m gonna do. I’m going to adore you for all the years to come.
– One Tree Hill

Happy New Year everybodeeeeeeh!

I can't believe everything has change,the things surrounding me and myself :DBut i still think that 2009 has been a really good year for me because I accomplished a lot of things.But damn i haven't even jot down my resolutions. nevermind, resolutions are not THAT important to me because I don't stick to it :Dme and neh only know wht our resolutions are. hehe!Throwing stones have a different meaning for us. Im a happy girl, i shopped alot this few days. Money gone just like that. ohh yar b, im sorry for everything. u know i know. i feel guilty okay. Waiting for my next pay, wooohooo. School gonna strt soon really soon.

Awesome 16th Birthday!

2009-12-19T07:15:00.000-08:00

Early in the morning i received a call from Neh.
Shower and meet him under my blk. I know im late. sorry.
He told me that we are going to city hall and then marina barrage.
i was fine with it. After we had our lunch, we walked around marina square.
Something happened.
I find him kinda strange and then i started realising something was going on.
He kept on msg la call la. im like a fool.
He told me nothing but he only said is a girl.
Wah cekik darah btl.
Then i just kept myself quiet and followed him to marina barrage.
i was really fed up with him i tell you.
Then he told me that he meeting his friend at there.
He told me stupid things like ade event la. i was stupid to believe him.
Then what really happened was. All of this was planned by my dearest girlfriends and him.
They suprised me with birthday songs,hugs,kisses, presents and a cake.
awwww, Im really touched. Byk korng nye beach party eh. HAHA! I really had an enjoyable day today.
I would like to thank my babygirls lagilagi my SAFRIZA syg and boyfriend for this memorable day.
Today shall never be erased from my memory.
Not forgetting all those people who send me Their birthday wishes tooo.
I appreciate it alot. Love You allll!

9 months.

2009-12-09T08:25:00.000-08:00

9 months may not be a long time or special for some people.But to me.
it's long and definitely special.
I'm happy we've made it this far and will continue to go on longer.
It's almost a year now.hopefully it'll go on till the end of time.
Insya'allah.

2009-11-29T09:36:00.000-08:00

(old photo)

Initial plan was to go Marina barrage with baby but last minute we cancelled it.
But me being the irritating pest make all this in a mess.
Sorry b.
Slacked at yew tee area and ofcourse we are bored and we play some songs.
I have work again tmrw. like everyday jeeee.
But Ben&jerry's is a fun place to work i tell you. Hahaha!
I've been wanting to catch a movie badly.
So maybe this Saturday will be going out with them. Yay!
Now i just cant wait for 18december. i have all this mix feelings.
Im not looking forward to my birthday. Im more worried about my results, thats all.
Pray hard that everythings going to be alright. amin.
Goodnight!

Sentosa

2009-11-25T04:39:00.001-08:00

Whaduuuup!
I feel like blogging right now. So let me start on monday's outing.
Went out with my 6 preety girls.
its been quite sometime since i last saw them.
so, yesterday, we managed to meet up together.
We had our lunch first at banquet.
Then off to sentosa.
So we wasted time there and took alot of pictures.
Alright i shall just let the pictures do the talking.

More photos with ctie. Im waiting for her to upload all of the photos at her blog.
Rest of the photos up on facebook.

2009-11-16T07:54:00.000-08:00

Do you think this way too ?
And no relationship is perfect, ever. There are some ways you have to bend, to compromise, to give something in order to gain something greater. But the love we have for each other is bigger than those small differences. And that’s the key. It’s like a big pie chart, and the love in a relationship has to be the biggest piece. Love can make up for a lot. i love you alot baby.

As you all can see ive been busy with work and i dont have time to blog either.
im looking forward to any outing that have been plan by my dearest bbygirl.
soo tell me as soon as possible so i can hangout with you girls.
i better go now. Blog again when im free. see ya!

TGIF!

2009-10-31T01:40:00.000-07:00

The truth is, i miss having a date with bby. just the both of us. heh! going out later with him after my work. Bby is kind enough to fetch me at jurong point.Love you! me enjoy working. now me is a busy girl. and me is a happy wappy fappy girl :) life’s too short to be sad. nah, being sad is part and parcel of life, idiot.

2009-10-23T10:38:00.000-07:00

I miss trying to catch the sunset with you.

Can we do this again anytime soon Neh?

2009-10-23T10:33:00.000-07:00

To Boyfriend;
"i dont want you to ever leave me."
I won’t b. You don’t have to worry.
ILY too much too. Just like you, I want us to last too.
I know I wasn’t being fair to you, you didn’t choose to not be there for me.
I know you’ll do anything for me if you weren’t tied down by the DEAR government.
I know I mean everything to you. I know all that B, but sometimes as a girl,
one’ll yearn to feel worthy/important, not just KNOW it.
Whatmore at a time when I needed you the most.
Thank my mum for spoiling that night (although she apologised to me alr), but yeah.
I’m really sorry that I’ve not been the best girlfriend for the past few weeks.
As for now, I’ll augment my patience all over again,
and I hope you’ll make an effort to regain my hopes for us/everything once again.
I love you, wholeheartedly, always.
And please please please remember this Nor Rahim Bin Nor Razali,
you won’t have to return my heart back, ever.
Baby we’re gonna be fine.

2009-10-22T11:55:00.000-07:00

"In the end, some of your greatest pains become some of your greatest strengths."

Hmm, its been long since i last update this blog.

Boohoo i shall learn to play some new songs soon.

It is 2.50am and I am still wide awake.

Trying to beat the insomnia by watching Boys Over Flowers.

I've just figured out why my cousins have been fussing about the drama, it is the male lead characters!

Damn dashing la, I tell you.

But, in my opinion, they kinda look gay-ish to me with their wispy and long hairstyles.

BOF is so addictive.

I know, kinda slow for me to start watching it now. Haha. Kay, ep 3 with 5 parts are fully buffered! Heeheeeeee.

Anyong-hi jumuseyo (Goodnight)

2009-10-10T10:13:00.000-07:00

The greatest feeling in the world is to be around someone who wants to hold you, kiss your forehead, be around you, call you at night, and see you smile. But I think what’s better than that, is finding someone who does it all, because he wants to see you happy.Spent time with baby and had alot of loving time together. You like it that I always give tight hugs to you.And I thought to myself, I like it that you’re the one I’m hugging. Goodnight People!

2009-10-09T08:47:00.000-07:00

"I just happen to be extra observant towards living things today. Many of you would’ve heard this: Change Is The Only Constant. No one is to be blamed of course, it’s only nature. The outcome of another behaviour are however solely dependent on us. Don’t be someone no one would ever wanna get to know. "

i've been changing blog to onsugar and finally blog again.
I get a good job, swensens. I'll be working this monday.
Im so excited. Finally i can start with all the things i’ve got planned! :D
I bid goodbye to everybody at school today. so it was kinda sad to see everybody leaving so soon. Feel like crying, haha so drama. So Baby is so kind to lend me his guitar since his buying a new one. I just started playing the guitar last week and its kinda coooooool. dont you think soo? hah. im off now.